Chapter 365 I Don't Want It

I was calm, even cold and distant, when I said what I said. It would've been a lie to say that I didn't harbor any resentment. So many things had happened. How could I not hate Leonard? Now that it had come to this, however, it was pointless to hate anyone. I knew the sorry state I was in. After all, I had grown extremely weak in a short few days. If I actually relapsed for the third time, then nothing could save me. When one was at death's door, one tended to speak kind and truthful words. So, I bit my tongue and shoved every resentful word down deep. "That's it between us, Leonard." "S-Stop speaking, Eva. I beg you, stop." Leonard clutched his head and went down on his knees, falling apart by the side of my bed. He apologized to me over and over, telling me that he should never have neglected to investigate everything and that he should've believed me. I felt a lump in my throat, and my heart was aching so much that it was unbearable. I clutched my chest and valiantly fought ba