Chapter 45

WILLIAM I watch Arthur rant on continuously and accuse me falsely but all his words doesn't hurt me as much as he thinking I'm still in love with Derek, Opening the doors to see Arthur had made me really happy I've been worried for days thinking he had died I tried mustering up all my courage just so I could strengthen the pack, "I have spent every day of my life in pain. I've been guilty thinking about how I had traumatized Derek and made him into who he is and I've spent every single fiber in me every strand of energy I have trying to be devoted to our relationship and this is what I get in return?, I had a shower with Derek not because we had sex and needed to wash it off but because he knows my body can and can't withstand certain temperatures he had to make sure I stayed deep in lukewarm water and had me wash up, he did nothing but laighed at me which is why I had splashed waster all over his body if cou look well it's easy to tell as there's no water on his legs just his head