The First Time

Chapter 57 The First Time Lilian. “Kelly,” I said, my eyes widening in surprise, “What are you doing here?” “I came to check up on you…" She said, slowly letting herself into the bathroom. “You haven't come out of the bathroom since, it's more than five hours. Are you okay?” Was it five hours already? I stared at my skin that had already started reddening because of how hard I scrubbed myself, trying to get the blood off my skin. My skin was clean, but I didn't seem to get enough of it. I still felt stained with the blood of innocent people. When I didn't reply she came even closer to me, “The water is getting more chilly, you need to get out before you fall sick.” “No…" I shook my head, “I'm not done yet. I need to wash one more time.” “You're already clean, Lilian.” She said slowly, “Your skin is already red. You have to…" But I wasn't listening to her, I still felt like there was blood on my skin. I still remembered the tears and groans of agony in my mind. The children and mothers