Chapter 50

Everyone has had these awkward moments in their lives before. Me, I’ve had more awkward moments that I could count. From the time in elementary school when I threw up on my crush’s shoes, to that time in middle school when I had my first kiss—and my braces cut his lip. My high school career was even more full of awkward moments, but at least by then, I had learned how to laugh it off. It’s true, I’ve been through many things that had made me feel awkward before. But nothing has ever compared to this—having to share a house with someone I have developed some feelings with and I didn’t know how to admit it because I have told him that I didn’t believe in love. And not just someone, but a guy, a hot guy that ever since has made my heart flutter and my panties wet. I was avoiding him like he had some kind of contagious disease. I was acting like he does sometimes after our ‘moments’ in his car. Whenever he looked at me, I looked away. Whenever he asked me anything, I would reply in monosyl