I'm Ready

After that very emotional night, Derek's treatment to me changed. He used to treat me like his mate but now he treats me like the queen of England. Now don't get me wrong, I love the treatment but he is acting like I am going to vanish in thin air. I think today is the day I give Derek more than heart. He has been so patient and understanding with me and I think I have left him hanging long enough. Right now he is at work but when he comes back he will find me waiting for him, seeing as I am going to be his dinner. I also forgot to mention that Derek started living with me the day after my confession about my past, his excuse was something about repelling dirt bags that wanted a piece of his pie. I am currently going through his clothes to decide on which shirt of his I will wear, when a burning pain passes through my stomach. I crumple to the floor clutching my stomach in pain while sweating excessively. I lay on the floor until the pain passes and then I get up to call the nursery wh