THE GUILT

CHAPTER 68 Lucien The guilt that I felt as I walked back to my car was out of this world. I didn't even know what I was thinking. Whatever high I was on was finally over. I could finally see things from Lila's point of view. I could finally see things the way she saw it. Her pain… everything. Even I wouldn't forgive myself if I were in her shoes. The door was already firmly shut. I turned back, only to see that Olivia had done it herself. Olivia didn't even have to say it, but she hated me more than anything. Especially since I let her best friend go just like that. Thinking about the amount of efforts that I went through, trying to reach her was a waste of time. I slipped into my car, hurting my head against the stirring wheel until my head hurt. I hated myself more than anything. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt Lila. She deserved to be pampered, at every step of the way. And I was doing the opposite. Every thought that I had that I deserved her was immediately crashin