Chapter 185

Amanda's POV I stood in front of the apartment for a long time until the passers-by were looking at me. I walked very slowly on my way out. I suddenly didn't want to take a taxi or subway. I just wanted to walk slowly like this. Remy used to park his car outside this street. The employees in the community would help him drive the car back. Then he just held my hand on our way home. We slowly walked past the old couple who came out to walk the dog and past the wall full of creepers. During the ten minutes, he would always choose a new and interesting topic. At that time, I didn't know he had to deal with so many things in one day. Why could he bring up new interesting things every time? Only love would make a man try to use jokes in exchange for a beloved person's smile. I didn't hold the hand that he had given to me. Instead, I pushed him away. There was no moon tonight, and the wind was very cold. My feeling