#Chapter 403 What Ifs

Judy’s POV The drive home was longer than expected; Gavin kept glancing at me periodically like he expected me to just vanish at any moment. I felt like I might if I were to be honest with myself. I felt like I was about to sink into the chair and allow the world to swallow me whole. I felt breakable, like I might shatter if touched. I didn’t expect my conversation with Cora to end the way it did. I’m not sure what I was expecting… but to be the heiress of the Blackwell family, it was a little bit too much for me to handle. I felt a bit sick to my stomach at the very thought of it. That meant my family… my birth family… had been right under my nose the entire time, and Lila was meant to be a Montgomery… not a Blackwell. That didn’t sit right with me either; I loved my adoptive parents. They were everything I needed and then some… I knew Lila would never appreciate them the way I did. Then again, maybe she would be different if she grew up with them. Then would I be different