Chapter 45

I'm good at pretending because that is how I nurtured myself. Kane looked at me. I can see the concern in its eyes. I slightly squeeze his hand saying it's okay. It did nothing but sit at the opposite table while still holding my hand. We were all silent and no one spoke. The atmosphere became heavy then suddenly Levi laugh awkwardly. "What do you want to order?" It questions us. The three said what they wanted. He turned to the woman they called Shanaiah. "You, Sha? What do you want?" "Like the usual, you already know that" He said. Even its voice is modest. If I compare myself to him I am not in half. She's my opposite. I suddenly feel uncomfortable. There are lots of thoughts coming into my mind. What if Kane's feelings came back and realizes that he still loves her? I remove it from my thoughts. I won't even think about it because what's important to me now is what Kane shows me. I suddenly feel Kane squeezing my hand so I look at him. "What do you want to eat, Love?