Chapter76: To Run Away?

WILLIAM   I let out a harsh sigh before I palmed my face hard and stared at the space. Alana has lost her consciousness during our lovemaking because I was not able to control myself.   I did not give her much consideration knowing that she is a virgin. I let myself be selfish because I want her so much that I ended up massively hurting her and now I don’t know how to face her anymore.   I can’t even look at her face in shame when Francine and the doctors began treating her in my room that I have to exit.   “I really hurt her,” I said in a low voice. “I forced myself with her, Francine.”   She just looked at me from the other side of the door in silence.   “But I know I did not do it intentionally. I lost my control in bed. I should have been gentler and careful but I still hurt her. We are mates, Francine. Are we not compatible?”   She stood up and tapped my head like a drum just like what she used to do to me when I was young when I got frustrated every time I failed to win against m