Chapter 38

“You’re two years older than me!” I screamed at him, trying to reason with him. “Darren, you’ve fought for our family so many times. It’s my turn. You stay here and take care of mom.” I walked up to him and threw my arms around my brother’s shoulders. “I’ll be fine,” I whispered. “I promise. You guys are my motivation.” As I hugged him, he was stiff. I could tell he was caught in an internal battle. After a few more reassuring words, Darren’s shoulders slumped and he wrapped his arms around me. “I trust you, Juli,” Darren said. “But I’m sorry. I can’t approve of this.” “I know,” I smiled, pulling back. “I knew you wouldn’t approve and I know you will never approve.” “If you don’t come out of there alive,” His voice trembled. “I don’t know what I will do.” “I will come out of there alive,” I whispered. “If I don’t, just know you are the reason I’m this tough today. I cannot express my gratitude. I’m so blessed that I have you in my lif