Chapter 138

"You ruined a decade of my life" his harsh words cut through the silence "I can't even complain can I? I got myself into this. It's not like I didn't know that I was the one at disadvantage in this relationship. I always knew there was a part of you that I could never have. But I thought that's how relationships are, it can't always be equal, one of us had to love the other a little more. I thought it was normal" "I'll take any punishment you give"  "Oh I will" he nodded bitterly "You don't have to ask for it. I'll make sure you feel every bit of what I'm feeling" I smiled "I'll try not to complain" "Where's the fun in that?" He raised a brow "I want to see the helplessness in your eyes as you beg" "You can't see it now?" I asked looking at him in the eyes, baring my soul out for him to see. He looked away "I don't trust what I see" I nodded "I came to Bluewood was because I couldn't deliver her