Chapter 132

Xavier tried to break free to look for Jonas. He had recently grown quite a lot, and I could barely control him. "Xavier, stop it," I said harshly without realizing it. I was afraid that Xavier would affect Jonas' mood. What if he didn't want to talk to Lorraine anymore? I felt Xavier slowly quiet down in my arms and sighed in relief. A few minutes later, I felt a wet patch on my shoulder. I looked to see tears streaming down Xavier's face as he bit his lip aggrievedly. Was he upset? Why did he say nothing? "Xavier, look at me." I tapped him on his forehead. It was really hard to handle two boys, especially when Xavier was not living with me. I knew that my occasional actions would make it seem like I didn't care about him. "No. You only like Jonas. Why did you bring me back? Mommy was right. You don't like me at all." Xavier looked away. He would never look at me no matter how I tried. Lorraine brought Jonas over and saw Xavier lying on my shoulder. "What happened, Xavier?"