Chapter 197 My Mother's Letter

[To my dear Jasmine, By the time you see this letter, I don't think I'll be in this world anymore, no matter the reason. I know that life is hard because I've lived most of my adult life like that, but I hope that you'll only suffer in the first half of your life, and you'll be a girl that's happier than anyone else in your adult life. But I know that this is just a dream. After all, I'm just a commoner, and you, my girl, have heterochromia. However, I don't think you're any worse than those red-eyed nobles at all. You have the most beautiful eyes in the world. I'm sorry that you had to suffer so much right after you were born. I was a weak and powerless mother who could not even protect myself, let alone you. Sometimes, I would wonder to myself as I sleep if my decision to have you was the right one. I cannot deny that I used to love your father. He was so tall and handsome. Everything he did just seemed so attractive. He was a King as well. I would not be exaggerating if I