Chapter 96

"You want me to make decisions for a future in a present I don't know base off a past I don't remember!" I yelled back with tears burning at my eyes. "You want me to say I love you when I don't even know who I am!" "I want you to stop playing both sides!" he shouted. "I want you to stop acting like you don't know what you want when you and I both know damn well that you do! I want you to be honest!" "Honest?" I repeated. "How's this for honest? You didn't reject me because you were arrogant or because I wasn't your type, you rejected me you weren't good enough for me!" He took a step back and I calmed my rapid breath as best I could. "You weren't good enough back then and you aren't now. Maybe I do love you but that doesn't matter. No matter what I do you always look for the best way to screw it all up. "I don't know what I want. Maybe I never will but I know what I have to do. I have to go." "Then go!" he snapped angrily. "Run away.