Chapter 62

"I want to tell you a little something about the beginning of my wife and I's relationship. Plain and simple, I was a fucking dick. I was extremely controlling, way too possessive, and so overprotective it probably makes what my son does look careless. I hit people and did irrational things that I thought were necessary to keep her from leaving me. I was terrified for the entire beginning of my marriage, actually my relationship in general really, that I was going to lose her because I simply wasn't good enough. There are some days that I still don't believe I am. Most mornings, I roll over and thank God for the incredible life partner he blessed me with and that she put up with my shit for so long. The family and the happiness that she's given me are things that money can never and will never be able to buy. They're priceless.  "Now, this may seem a little redundant, because I know my wife has told you a very biased version of this story where she paints me out to be less