In YOU, ALONE this is just me telling you to LOVE, LIVE and TRUST the process.



I genuinely pray that you find a love like that of Ammarah and Rayyans. That you find someone who will love you, adore you, support you, pray for you, be with you, respect you and help you grow.



I pray you find a soft, gentle, patient, kind and healthy love/marriage. I pray you do.



Lastly, I hope you laugh. I hope you live and you love and you laugh so loudly people turn to look at you but you can't stop because your heart feels light and your feet are up high and life feels immensely good. I hope when you hear your favorite sound you squeal, or when you see your favorite person you scream. I hope you find things you love and things that love you finds you.



Genuinely, from the depth of my heart I hope you live.



Love, Khayr💕


Ammarah's POV



EPILOGUE



It will be okay- Shawn Mendes



I looked at the set of people that are now looking at me, all wide eyed. Some clutching their hands and some blinking away tears.



Even I know I'm crying. Rayyan's health was the most sensitive part of my life. I don't talk about it often, I don't even say it at all. It's better that it is kept away.



But standing here and talking to them, talking to people who understand was liberating. They know it, they understood it perfectly.



Not having cancer, but loving someone who does.



That's a topic that is never broached on after all. Everybody hurts for the person with cancer, the one that survived it and the one that didn't. Yet no one asked who loved them? Who adored them? Where are they? How are they coping? How did it feel like? To watch someone you love leave? To see the person you love fade piece by piece? How painf

In YOU, ALONE this is just me telling you to LOVE, LIVE and TRUST the process.



I genuinely pray that you find a love like that of Ammarah and Rayyans. That you find someone who will love you, adore you, support you, pray for you, be with you, respect you and help you grow.



I pray you find a soft, gentle, patient, kind and healthy love/marriage. I pray you do.



Lastly, I hope you laugh. I hope you live and you love and you laugh so loudly people turn to look at you but you can't stop because your heart feels light and your feet are up high and life feels immensely good. I hope when you hear your favorite sound you squeal, or when you see your favorite person you scream. I hope you find things you love and things that love you finds you.



Genuinely, from the depth of my heart I hope you live.



Love, Khayr💕

Chapter 39 (Author's note)