Chapter 12

FAITH: When he drops me off at home, I don't even wait to hear his explanations, which have neither head nor tail, I'm not going to let him talk to help him free his conscience, I have nothing to do with his pity, I I don't even know what possessed me to let him kiss me, once again I let the desire take over and I end up getting hurt by this man again, he is reducing his chances day by day so that he can knowing one day that he is going to be a father, I don't want to introduce into my child's life such an emotionally unstable man, who will disappoint him all the time as he does with me, if it is to have a father like that is better not to have one I'm so mad at myself, I never should have let him get so close to me, so he could find fault and fuck with me again, it's all over now, that's it. last time i shed a drop of tears for this madman, from now on i won't get into these little games, i'll keep him far away from me and my son, i wipe my tears, i take a bath and i go to bed, I wa