#Chapter 66 (Arina) – Childbirth

It was time… I was going to be a mother. Jonathan was going to be a father. We were going to be parents. I couldn’t help but think that I wasn’t ready for this next step into adulthood. I don’t turn 18 for another few months and I felt unprepared for what was going to happen next. I want to be the best mother and luna that I could be. But at such a young age, how could I possibly be what Jonathan and this little girl need. We didn’t even have an actual name for her yet except for “baby girl”. I felt pathetic for not coming up with a name. What kind of mother doesn’t name their young? I wasn’t supposed to be giving birth for another few weeks. Was it normal for it to come this early? I thought I would have more time. I was thankful that Beverly was able to get to the house on such short notice. We were going to call Dr. Emily and Rock. But the thought of Rock being around made me uneasy. Especially knowing he was after my child. We had to do everything we could to