Chapter 52: Party Coming (1)

BELLA’S POV I entered my room and slumped on the ground, my eyes rolled weakly as tears rolled down my eyes. I closed my eyes gently, not even bothering to send back my tears. Why did this happen to me? Why did I do this? Even when I was younger and lonely, no one was by my side then, I still did not do anything against my conscience but I was a mother now and a responsible mother at that. So, why did I do it? I hit my chest severally as I cried deeper. I covered my mouth to muffle my tears as the last thing I wanted was someone hearing me from outside. I cried for hours and when I realized that my eyes were getting heavier, I stood up and walked toward the bathroom. I removed my clothes and dropped them on the bathroom floor before entering the bathtub to wash my body more... I felt dirty. I felt so dirty that my body disgusted me and I wished I could just change everything about me right then. Sleeping in the bathtub, I closed my eyes as I sank my body into the water, my mind was mes