#Chapter 146: If You Love Her Show It

Amber’s POV Julian’s words broke my heart. I didn’t really know what it was like to have a mother, so I could only imagine the pain of having one for so long just to lose her. I thought of my daughter, even in the future as an adult, trying to cope with the cope of my loss. Julian kept a steady gaze, looking at me, his face blanker than usual. I knew the medicine was to blame for some of it, but I thought the rest might be a kind of shock that could only come from trying to process bad news. “I don’t know how long I will be gone,” he said, and I understood. For some, dying took a short amount of time. For others, it stretched out too long. Depending on the cause, the time frame would be different, if it could even be pinned down at all. “I wish I could come with you,” I told him. I gave a thought or two to how that would work. “But we’re in a critical state right now with the clinics. I think we almost have the overcrowding under control. If I leave now, I’m afraid it will back