#Chapter 14 She’s alive

My eyes felt heavy with liquid. I didn't know if it was blood or tears. I couldn’t breathe. My hands shook uncontrollably. I could barely see him through the tears pooling in my eyes. I was so cold, but I needed him to go away. He couldn’t see me like this. It would ruin everything. I had to calm down, but counting wasn’t working. I couldn’t see. I couldn’t breathe. Matt stepped further into the room, closing the door behind him as he stared at me. “What are you doing on the floor? “I said get out!” “Are you always like this?” My eye twitched. What the fuck did that mean? “Get out.” Matt ignored my request and crouched beside me. Tears slipped down my face, clearing my vision. I didn’t know what to make of his expression. He seemed almost concerned. I didn’t need his concern. “Why were you counting?” I didn’t need his curiosity either. Because I’m a fucking unstable wreck. But I couldn’t say that. He could figure that out just by looking at me. I closed my