64.Mother's Ignorance and Guilt

Mia I had a refreshing dream that night. For the first time in weeks, I didn't have any nightmare about the werewolf brothers or the dark wizard and woke up feeling strengthened and at alert. I wondered if it was because of the outing. We had already eaten dinner outside before we got back and I slept off immediately I showered and hit the bed. I wondered if it was because I had had so much fun and had been wiped out that I didn't have time to think and worry about the thoughts that always plagued my mind before I force myself to drift off to sleep. I hadn't needed to force myself to sleep and that was good. I was going to remind the boys about hanging out with them even if they didn't remember and didn't want me to. I spent the day in my room reading a book. I didn't want to go out where I knew the boys would be. I feared that they might tease me about being clingy to them if they saw me too soon after spending the day with them all through yesterday. I did that the following day, hav