#Chapter 130: Just Play Along

He grabbed me and pulled me back, kissing me deeply. “Then let me try to take your mind off of it,” he said. “With something that I know brings you pleasure.” I wrinkled my nose and scowled at him. “I said I’m not in the mood.” He got the smallest pout on his face. “Tell you what,” he said. “Give me five minutes if I haven’t put you in the mood, then I’ll go take care of things by myself.” I sighed, my shoulder slumping. “All right,” I agreed. “Five minutes.” Twenty minutes later, I panted my guilt into the pillows. We’d done it again. Now I really felt sick. I pressed my face into the pillow and smothered to scream. This couldn’t keep going on. We had to do something. Maybe I could find a way to get birth control pills over the dark web so that nobody could trace them back to me. Then, I wouldn’t have to put the burden on Charles or our relationship. I just couldn’t imagine how an alpha who’d been having sex the way he wanted to would suddenly turn around and be like, “Yeah, let