Chapter12: Find Her.

LUCIEN. My heart hung heavy in my chest as I stared down at the letter in my hands. Six years ago, I had walked into this very room thinking I'd find the love of my life there but Mia had gone. She had left nothing but this very letter lying capriciously across my table.  The first time I read it, I remember the feeling of tears in my eyes, the pain at the back of my throat and my stomach wrenching. It was the first time I ever felt that way. Hopeless, angry. Broken.  "Dear Lucien," Six years would pass and there would be no day that I wouldn't read it all over again and again. It was a form of self torture, to remind myself of how much I was an asshole and an idiot for ever letting Mia go—for ever lying to her.  But it was also the last thing of hers that I had. I never thought I'd see her again until tonight. It wasn't always like that. The first night I'd read her letter, I immediately summoned Roman. "You have to find her. Search the heights of the mountains and the depths of the s