Chapter11 KISS AFTERMATH

Jax’s POV Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. What the fuck did I do? I ruined everything for us. I just ran away from the club in vampire speed with tears threatening to fall out of my eyes and while I felt my whole world crumble, the teary face of my mate kept flashing in front of my eyes to torment me further. I approached a familiar black car and blankly stared at it for sometime before I dropped against it and cried my eyes out. I dug my head in my arms and cried like I had never cried before. Why the fuck do I end up hurting myself and my beautiful mate each and every time? My wolf had long gone in the abyss of sadness after what I said to her and my head had started to feel light and dizzy. Before I blacked out, I felt someone carry me and that was the last thing I remembered. * * * * * Zara’s POV I had always dreamt of my first kiss with Jax and it had exceeded all my expectations but that jerk just had to ruin it in the end with his shitty attitude. I felt a part of my heart tear away but I kep