  It has been three weeks since I have been in this pack, with me being ignored and treated like trash by Lawrence and Britta, but it's okay at least I am being treated well by the rest of the royals it's been lovely.
      I am more close to Lillian and Becca now but that doesn't mean I am more open to them now but I am trying to be more relaxed and give them a chance.
      Becca and Ethan are getting closer, they can't even stay five minutes away from each other with love growing immensely between them.
      I can't help but wish I have that kind of love from my mate but once again I wasn't meant to be loved that was my curse I have learned to live with all my life.
      I don't know what is happening but can't sleep or eat properly, must be the mate pull because we refused to accept it but I will go through this with a strong mind, fighting it when needed.
      Come to think of it

  I have been trying to avoid Britta after the incident of that day, only the moon goddess knows what she is plotting now.
      "Kate, are you avoiding me? " O moon goddess I hope that not Britta since my senses have dulled I can't tell who is who through scent.
      I slowly turn around " oh Lillian what are you doing here?" I asked letting go of the breath I have been holding.
      Did I also mention I have also been avoiding everyone? Yep, my new mission is to make sure no one sees me like this.
      what a stupid question, what will she be doing here for crying out loud this is her home, I can't believe I am so scared of Britta.
      "Sorry I meant to say how are you doing? " I ask laughing nervously.
      "are you okay ?" she asked staring at me suspiciously.
      "yes, why would you think I am not okay? I look fine right you must be seeing wrong because I am fine look at me 

  KATE POV:
      I try opening my eyes but it feels so numb until finally, my eyes agree to comply before looking around to find the walls painted white with a stool placed beside the bed I am laying on, this room looks empty except for the bed, one stool, and monitors placed in the room, this must be the pack hospital.
      I frown glancing at my hand covered with a bandage. I try getting up from the soft uncomfortable bed still trying to remove the bandages as well before Lillian walks in with Levi right behind her.
      "How are you doing ?" Levi asks walking towards me with a bright smile on his countenance.
      "fine, just need to remove this," I say pointing towards my bandaged hand.
      He reached helping me remove the bandages "Becca and I will be going out shopping and later to a club and you are coming so no excuses " Lillian says with a face that says don't you dear com

It has been three weeks since I have been in this pack, with me being ignored and treated like trash by Lawrence and Britta, but it's okay at least I am being treated well by the rest of the royals it's been lovely.
      I am more close to Lillian and Becca now but that doesn't mean I am more open to them now but I am trying to be more relaxed and give them a chance.
      Becca and Ethan are getting closer, they can't even stay five minutes away from each other with love growing immensely between them.
      I can't help but wish I have that kind of love from my mate but once again I wasn't meant to be loved that was my curse I have learned to live with all my life.
      I don't know what is happening but can't sleep or eat properly, must be the mate pull because we refused to accept it but I will go through this with a strong mind, fighting it when needed.
      Come to think of it I was supposed to have experienced heat by now, but I am not complaining it's for the best I thi

Chapter 18.