  I release him from the hug " I heard what went on between you, Grace, Becca, and Lillian " he says warily after a few minutes of silence.
      I refuse to look at him because I know he surely takes sides with his sister "you know Lillian says those things in anger, she doesn't think of you that way" he says holding my hands.
      "I understand " I reply coldly knowing where all this is going.
      " I am always here for you, tell me what going on in that mind of yours," he says softly before bringing my face to look at him " I am dying to know what going on, it makes me feel helpless that I can't even help because you won't tell me anything or let me in," he says, his eyes grow wistfully and of pain evident in his voice.
      "Kate you need to tell him, it now or never," Taira says tiredly " don't you think its time to let go, to let someone take the wheel "
      "Please do this f

  LAWRENCE POV:
      I release her from the hug before cupping her cheeks in my hands I stroke her cheeks looking into her eyes full of pain and loss, those sparks I saw when she laughed were gone.
      " my name means pure but my heart is not pure but dark and filled with hate," she says softly bringing her head down in shame.
      " Everyone has a painful past but is how you deal with the pain that shows how strong you are" and I am taking from experience it brave enough to hide the pain but braver in letting go of what you feel.
      " so that means you have a painful past? " she asks sock as she avoids my gaze.
      "My father was not always this kind and free, he started training me at the age of six years" I breathe deeply as the memories clouds my mind "I never received any love all he cared was to build me up to be a king, the only person who was able to save me when it gets

  "Ouch" I groan getting up from the hard floor, I must have fallen asleep here now my neck hurts including my waist.
      I feel anger bubbling inside me, o moon goddess doesn't let anyone provoke me because I don't know what I will end up doing today.
      I trudged slowly towards the bathroom, stripping off my clothes before stepping into the warm water easing my tense muscles.
      "Kate be fast, we are having training today " Ma yelled from outside the bathroom door.
      "yes, you can go I will meet you there" I yelled back " I should always try to lock that door" I mumble to myself.
      After spending time washing my hair and body I did my daily routine before stepping out of the bathroom with a white towel wrapped around me.
      I change into my training outfits before leaving my room towards the gym where Ma was setting up things for training.
      "you are here, okay l

I release him from the hug " I heard what went on between you, Grace, Becca, and Lillian " he says warily after a few minutes of silence.
      I refuse to look at him because I know he surely takes sides with his sister "you know Lillian says those things in anger, she doesn't think of you that way" he says holding my hands.
      "I understand " I reply coldly knowing where all this is going.
      " I am always here for you, tell me what going on in that mind of yours," he says softly before bringing my face to look at him " I am dying to know what going on, it makes me feel helpless that I can't even help because you won't tell me anything or let me in," he says, his eyes grow wistfully and of pain evident in his voice.
      "Kate you need to tell him, it now or never," Taira says tiredly " don't you think its time to let go, to let someone take the wheel "
      "Please do this for me," she says before going to the back of my mind.
      I free my chin from his hold looking

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