Chapter 13

Damn this place!  At some time in the middle of the night sleep consumed me while I finished having a self-pity party. I woke to the clock on my table going off and groaned. I slowly got up and went to the bathroom knowing I had only slept for two hours, but I need my meditation. There was no way I was going to make it through this day without taking time to regroup and deal with all stress and madness inside of me. The only way I will be able to continue on this mission is with a clear mind and for that I need to meditate very often. If I don’t it is likely the beast will take over and I will not be able to contain it one the blood lust takes over. So I dressed in yoga pants and a shirt with long sleeves, tied my hair up and put on my sun glasses. I looked ridiculous, who goes to meditate with shades on the eyes in the early dawn when the sun hasn’t even awaken yet? Yeah, definitely someone who lost their mind or even better is completely stupid. I took a small blanket fr