Regrets everything

The sky was dark, clear with only a wisp of wind flickering in the air. The moon, a crescent, hung low, almost fading away with the night as the promise of a new day began. My eyes stung and burned from the tears that had shed. I wrapped my arms tighter around myself, and took in a quick breath. I sat on the edge of the roof, overlooking the town. There were several houses that could be seen from a distance. Lights were all switched off as everyone was asleep. When I looked over my shoulders, I found the backyard that stretched long. Tears appeared in my eyes quickly and my heart ached when I thought about my pup's burial. I didn't knew what had happened after I was discharged from the infirmary. I was in surgery and after that in bedrest for a few weeks. Then, the pain was unbearable. I had lost my pup and I couldn't think about anything. It was soon after the accident that I left town and never returned until a while ago, when Leander forced me back. All this while, I hadn't thought