#Chapter 44: Triumphs?

I spend the better part of that night being absolutely and completely confused by what happened with Steven. All four brothers made it very clear to me that they were not into me. Like, at all. Now I’ve had weird, pretty flirty interactions with three of them. The forth one has a girlfriend so I’m safe from him but, what the hell? The whole experience in Archer’s car had me slightly confused. Beau’s words about not breaking my heart had me more confused and now Steven is touching me. I feel like the Gods have decided to fuck with me. It takes me forever to fall asleep that night. As soon as do, I’m abruptly awakened by my alarm. I sit up so fast, I think I have whiplash. The alarm blares converge with Mia’s shrieks of discomfort and I am two seconds away from losing my mind. I shut the alarm off and go over to get Mia up and change her diaper. That settles her a little but she’s still itching for her midnight warm bottle. I’m grumbling about wishing someone gave me a bottle