Chapter 30

"About that... Why did the Lycan make you wait?" He asked. I felt like my breath caught in my throat. "He is your mate isn't he?" Jaxon growled overprotectively. "How did you know?" I asked. "The way you both looked at each other and pulled your hands away when you shook hands is pretty much enough to understand." Jaxon replied. "Oh. I rejected him." I stood up and walked over to the mirror. I looked at myself from it. "Why? Why did you do that?" Darren asked confused. " You could have gotten another life. A beautiful one with a mate and Kail as a son." Jaxon also tried to reason. "It's never gonna happen. If I didn't reject him, he would have rejected me." I mumbled. They gave me a look of shock and confusion. I took the look as a 'continue'. "He said it. That he doesn't want a mate. And since I didn't want to be rejected twice, I did it myself. I can't bear it. I don't want to go through the pain again. Besides even if