Chapter 30: YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER

Edeline I sighed deeply, my hand trembling as I reached up to turn off the water. As I struggled to stand, I wobbled a bit, my body weak from not eating. My thoughts felt fuzzy, my head was light. A tingling sensation spread through me, like I was about to pass out. I needed to get a grip and pull myself together. I looked down at my body—my stomach was sunken, my ribs sticking out. My breasts seemed smaller, too. I felt like I was disappearing. How could he still find me attractive? ... After finally managing to get out and dry off, I dressed with a lot of effort, trying not to fall over. I felt completely wiped out, each small task draining my energy. I put on a pair of cut-off jean shorts and a snug red tee, letting my hair dry in loose curls. Sliding into my Converse sneakers, I trudged out of my room and headed to my parents' house. I needed to find my brother and be there for him. He needed me now. Even though we're not that close in age, our bond is strong. I get what he's going