#Chapter18: The Correct Decision

Alaric I don’t know what’s gotten into me lately. I can barely recognize myself anymore. I knew Cara was a gold digger, and yet I still got involved with her. I know Cara’s body is off limits due to doctor’s orders, and yet I still go to the apartment to find her. It’s like I can’t keep myself away. But why? “And you still think this is just about the sex?” Grey asked me with a rueful chuckle the first time I went to the apartment after we got the updated medical certificate. “Stay out of my head, alright?” I replied testily. “Where is it you would like me to go then?” My wolf growls back. “Or have you forgotten that my existence is tied to yours? Do you think I enjoy simply watching while you destroy our lives?” “Just shut the FUCK up!” I yelled at him harshly. Perhaps too harshly, looking back. Grey and I haven’t been the same since. He barely talks to me now, and when he does, he’s dripping with disdain. I try to brush off my emotions and keep a level head as