Chapter 171

“I don’t think they ever intended you to be with me. This is where you’re needed. They wouldn’t give you a role if they didn’t think you could do it.” My words are rushed, babbling mainly, cheeks flushing, and breathless. Focusing on sliding sideways like some sad little untouched having a freak-out because he has a penis, and I just realized I’m sitting on it. Distracted from the gravity of what we’re talking about because Colton is making me … hot. That’s the word! Really, really hot. Squirmy. My whole body is pulsating with need now that it’s caught on to what’s happening. I think I’m experiencing my first full-on hormonal breakdown, full haze mode, and craving things I shouldn’t. My wiggling seems to change the atmosphere a little, and the way he frowns at me as he sits up and glances down at my weird moving in his lap says it all. I react by looking much like a rabbit caught in the headlights, widening my eyes in embarrassment, and try to smile, albeit weirdly, at him to distract