Oblivion is Bliss

I can't believe I did that to Hinata because of a stupid fight, which was clearly started by Jane. I have no idea what came over me, but seeing my only sibling being pinned down and beaten like that made my wolf angry to the point of wanting to kill, but by the time I realized who I was going to kill I had already hurt him and caused him to have a panic attack. I deeply regret what I did so much, that I started having nightmares about that day. I tried apologizing many times but he would just flinch and run away, sometimes he even managed to hit me, very hard I might say with whatever he grabbed, when I surprised him suddenly. He spends most of his time in the room he first slept in which is mine, and I am forced to sleep in a guest room. Jane recovered the next day but her attitude changed. She avoids me, refuses to spend time with me, she’s always whispering on her phone and completely disregards any warnings I give her. She also always bullies Hinata and tries to start fights whenev