Fear of the Unknown

Week 26 in my pregnancy and I want it to end already. My fatigue is terrible now, as I barely have energy to move, my feet swell for no reason and I am hungry every passing minute. I haven't been placed on bed rest but with how things are going, I will be forced to by the end of the week. There is something even worse than the pain and frustration I feel, and that is fear. Ever since the encounter with that pervert, I always get this feeling that I am being watched and followed. I feel it at home, while walking on the streets, at the supermarket, everywhere, especially in my bedroom. I always leave my light on in my room, I leave the closet door open and I make sure to do a thorough search in case someone is hiding in it. I sometimes force the butler to sleep with me but he just sits and watches me sleep instead of joining me, because he doesn't want Derek to misunderstand the situation if he were to ever walk in on us sleeping. I have yet to tell Derek about what is going on because h