24~ Jealousy

James  The moment I said those harsh words to Zoe, I regretted it.  I looked at her as I pinned her against the wall, her eyes blurred with tears but she still tried to put up a strong front.  Her stubbornness irked me.. so as much as I wanted to pull her into my arms and apologize, I didn't but ended up saying things I didn't even fucking mean.  I went back to my office but I felt like a boulder was pressed down on my chest... What the fuck is wrong with me? Didn't I go there to make things work? 'You fuck up things... That's what you're good at and that's what you've done to our mate! I can't believe you fucked up our only chance to make things right,' Tyler growled, clearly pissed at me.  I didn't mean for things to spiral out of control but the moment she started reciting the rejection, I lost it.  My emotions were triggered, anger, fear, insecurity that I would never be enough, and hatred flooded my mind.  My heart ached as these intense emotions rushed through me in one go.. it f