Chapter9:

My fingers were trembling as I tried to insert the key into the keyhole. ' "Damn it! Insert!" I scream in frustration.  My heart is aching, and it makes me want to lash out. My wolf's pained howls aren't helping too. I know both of us were hurting, but what else could we do? Our mate is with someone else. I thought my wolf and I could carry on his terms, but damn, it hurts. The reality is freaking hurt. As soon I managed to insert the key and start the car, I drove away from the pack house and doubted if I would see it the way I did before, back when I hadn't met my mate. This situation is frustrating, painfully frustrating. I am incomplete, and my heart is yearning for Killian. I want him.  My wolf wants his wolf.  We want him so much...  I wiped my tears as they started to blur my sight while driving. I can't do anything to claim what is mine.  Killian...Killian. I'm still holding on because I don't want to let him go. He is mine.  When I arrived at my house, I noticed a moving truck