Chapter46:

Chapter Forty-six. Heartbeat Ivanna's POV My heart pounded monstrously against my chest. I wasn't sure what was wrong with me, or what just came over me. Why was my body acting up at the sight of him? Or was it because of my recent wet dreams about him? Those dreams had more erotic pleasure than all the times I've been raped and fucked. They might be dreams but everything in them felt so real. The way he touched me; the things he did with his lips; with his hands; they were all mindblowing and crazy too, but I loved them. I always woke up extremely wanton and aching for more. With all those lewd images in my head, it was hard to stay close to him or meet his gaze, and that was why I tried not to.  I was always running or being aggressive. All of that was my defensive mechanism, to keep him away from realizing the real effects he had on me. How shamelessly wet I got just from our little encounters in my dreams.  Opening up to his mother and him yesterday was a bold move for me. Talking