Chapter30: Destroyed

Maya I awoke in my bed, enveloped in their residue—traces of their essence clung to me like unwelcome tattoos. The duvet shrouded my nakedness while drawn curtains veiled the morning light. Disgust flooded me as the reality of last night's debasement crashed over my senses, eclipsing any remnants of self-respect. Tears cascaded down my cheeks the moment I dared to open my eyes. Why did I surrender to that? How could I fucking let my own desires betray me? And how could I allow myself to feel any desire for those monsters?! God! This was so fucked-up! They fucking damaged me, stained me with the inescapable memories now etched into my mind. Throughout the night, they used me like a slave, making me surrender to their dominance. What defense could I muster when I had invited this upon myself? As I rose from the bed, pain coursed through my entire body and the first sob slipped past my lips but the anguish in my heart eclipsed the physical ache. Damn it! It was as if they had torn me apar