Chapter 51

Lucianna’s POV   “You’re in a daze again, Luce.” I tilted my head and saw Mual standing at my side with a huge grin on his face. I smiled wryly and sighed as Mual walked closer to where I stood. Currently, this fence beside the lake became my comfort zone. I kill my time in front of this serene scenery, thinking… just thinking. Two days ago, I managed to leave Jacob, one of the things I am not proud of being successful to do. I must’ve hurt him, I know, because I felt the pain, too. I am hurt, I am shattered by my own decision. But I have to. “I can’t help it. I have a lot in my mind, Mual.” I answered and looked at the lake in front of me once more. Mual chuckled and tapped my back twice. “You just have to trust the process, time will fly fast.” I nodded slowly. I was patiently waiting, and though I’m dying inside, I know I can proceed more. I had to wait more. “The messenger has yet to visit for so long… maybe one of these days she’ll show up.” I smiled in the air. “Don’t worry, I’m