Chapter 50

Carl I feel like crap. Sam tried to talk me out of it, but I just can't help myself. She's been through enough shit, and it hurt me to see her suffer like that. I wanted to go back and look for that idiot, but Sam stopped me. He said that Kay needs me, that I should be here for her. Victor keeps running like the coward he is. He sends his men after me, but runs away every time I go after him. I want him to face me man to man and end this shit for good. After confronting Rico that day, who strangely was innocent, I came here and took all the Russian prisoners in the cells, plus Victor's son, who was sent to kill me at the ball. My men and I ambushed his residence, and I made him watch as I slit his boy's throat. It's a world where you kill or be killed, so I don't feel remorse. I thought that would give him the urge to face me, but no. He ran. Thank goodness Rico was not anywhere in sight. I know if something happened to him, Kayla will never forgive me. I don't even see what she likes