Chapter 37

But that is the problem. Why do I have to work on it? He doesn't want me, and why am I holding onto a crush? Why do I think he would be my prince? My knight in shining armour? My soulmate that would help me heal when he doesn't want that. "Oh no I can feel you waking up," Chase says suddenly. I turn to look at him. "Love you rosey," he blows me a kiss just as he disappears.  I open my eyes to see I am laying in my own bed. I smile thinking about how sweet Chase was but the memories of yesterday float back in my mind. I had fainted in the library no matter how hard I tried to push through the pain.  How did I get back home?  I sit up in bed and look towards the clock. It read Friday and it was morning.  Friday.  I did not need the pain today. Not today.  I climb out of bed and quickly get dressed in a pair of jeans since it was a little windy outside and a black long slee