Chapter 905

"If you don't forgive me, I won't get up. I can't even face you," Mateo said, even slapping himself. "I know I was a jerk last night. I deserve it. Beth, just hit me." He grabbed Bethany's hand and tried to slap himself with it. "You can hit me. As long as you're not angry, you can hit or scold me however you want." "Mateo, stop. Get a grip," Bethany said, trying to pull her hand away. "Beth, I just love you so much. I'm terrified of losing you," Mateo cried, his voice breaking. "I've been kicked out of the military. I know I'm a failure, but Trystan…" "This has nothing to do with Trystan," Bethany interrupted. "Really?" Mateo looked at her, hurt in his eyes. "Beth, I trust you, but Trystan cares about you just as much. I can't help being afraid. He's got money, comes from a good family, and has two kids with you. I can't help being scared, Beth. I can't." Bethany frowned, feeling helpless. "Mateo, I don't remember the past, but in these three years, what kind of person have I be