#Chapter 146: The Break-Up

Over the phone, I briefly explained my situation to Nancy, trying to leave out the details, and asked, “Is it safe for the baby if I have… physical intimacy with… someone?” Nancy replied, point-blank. “You want to have sex with Asher?” My face burned hot. Asher was standing nearby, watching me curiously. I didn’t know if he heard, but I was still too embarrassed and turned away from him. “Not necessarily,” I said. “Well, not… all the way… yet.” Nancy laughed. “Cynthia, it’s fine. You can have whatever kind of sex you want as long as your partner is gentle with you. And you mustn’t overexert yourself, so he’ll have to do most of the work.” I didn’t really like the sound of that. Sure it was nice to receive, but I didn’t want to be a selfish lover. I liked the give and take I had with Asher. “What is she saying?” Asher asked. Nancy must have heard him through the speaker. “Hand the phone to Asher. I’ll tell him.” “I don’t know…” I mumbled. “Cynthia, I can feel your emba