137.The Dilemma of a Possessed Man

Ethan I woke up again to memories that wasn't mine. It felt like a dream but I knew better. It wasn't. I had had more of that deja Vu experience to know that it wasn't a dream. I was slowly losing myself and I was sad at what was happening. This wasn't supposed to happen. This wasn't meant to happen to me. I couldn't stop wondering why I was the one that this was happening to. I was the king and had the lives of my people in my hands. It was hard to believe that I was the one who couldn't get a grasp on his life. I sighed. I couldn't do this anymore. This didn't feel right. I couldn't sit still and pretend that nothing was wrong with me. I had to find out what was wrong with me. The doctor kept saying that I was fine but I would be stupid to keep on believing him. The memory of my ruined wedding day kept on tormenting me. I couldn't believe that I had slapped Ava. I never would have thought of doing that in a million years. I loved Ava and couldn't believe that I had hurt her. I couldn