  &quot;There is a reason, and I will explain. The video you watched is not a video it is actually CCTV Surveillance footage,&quot; he says taking a seat in front of me.
  &quot;I think I got that right from the beginning,&quot; I say feeling a bit upset and not understanding why he is not going straight to the point. And yes, I realized the video I was watching was CCTV footage. What I don t understand is why he is watching it on his home pc.
  &quot;Alright, that s good. It was a deal between two men,&quot; Ismail says still not giving any information or an explanation. 
  &quot;Ismail I just watched everything unfold in front of me. I am not asking you to tell me what happened, rather explain to me why I watched it on your computer,&quot; I reply getting straight to the point, not liking the fact that he is holding back.
  &quot;I see you are a little upset and confused; that is under

  A few days have gone by since Ismail and I had that talk. Ismail might have seemed like he agreed with my decision of staying by his side, but he did not. I can tell he wishes I would stay far away from him as much as possible, but I can t. The love I have for him won t let me. It doesn t help that Ismail has become more caring and protective of me during these past few days. He calls me every day after I leave the office, checking if I have gotten home safely. He also calls during the weekends checking if I am doing fine. These little acts make my heart flutter for him more and more every day. 
  &quot;As salama alaykum, Eman, Aayan, your favorite uncle is here,&quot; Ismail calls out walking through the front door.
  Ismail came to the house today to pick up the kids to spend the day with him. They have been missing him and have been asking to see him for the past few weeks. Ismail d

  I can t believe this happened. Was I that tired from yesterday? I slept till morning in Ismail s house. I can t imagine what he thinks of me now. First, he saw my bra, then he watched me get sick with diarrhea. Alhamdulillah (Praise be to Allah) I am feeling a lot better and the pain in my stomach is almost gone, but I still go to the toilet often.
  I walk to the bathroom to perform Wudu (Ablution) and to say my morning prayers. I also brush my teeth with a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. I walk out and perform my prayers before stepping out of the room to find Ismail, but on my way out, I find something outside my door. It is a small bag with a letter attached to it. I carry it back into the room to read it and find out what s inside the bag.
  The letter reads:
  As salamu alaykum Umit, I hope you are feeling much better this morning. I hope the drugs I bought worked. If they didn

&quot;There is a reason, and I will explain. The video you watched is not a video it is actually CCTV Surveillance footage,&quot; he says taking a seat in front of me.
  &quot;I think I got that right from the beginning,&quot; I say feeling a bit upset and not understanding why he is not going straight to the point. And yes, I realized the video I was watching was CCTV footage. What I don t understand is why he is watching it on his home pc.
  &quot;Alright, that s good. It was a deal between two men,&quot; Ismail says still not giving any information or an explanation. 
  &quot;Ismail I just watched everything unfold in front of me. I am not asking you to tell me what happened, rather explain to me why I watched it on your computer,&quot; I reply getting straight to the point, not liking the fact that he is holding back.
  &quot;I see you are a little upset and confused; that is understandable.&quot;
  &quot;Ismail I am not upset because I watched the most brutal thing in my life

Chapter 44 XLIV