chapter 177

“Are you okay?” He asks and I shake my head. I killed somebody, took someone’s life and I didn’t know if that made me just as bad as them, didn’t know if I could live knowing I took someone’s life no matter who they are and what they did. What did that say about my character that I killed someone who in no way could defend themself. “What about the other one?” Andrei asks, pulling me against his chest. I bury my face against him inhaling his scent, letting it calm my nerves. My hands were clutching his shirt. “You don’t have to do it, I will kill him if you want?” Andrei says like it was nothing to him at all, that he could so easily kill someone with no guilt. “Sage, you need to tell me what to do, but I am not letting him go. Do you want to do it or do you want me to?” Andrei asks. I felt bile rise in my throat, I couldn’t do it, not again. I was angry but now that anger had died down I don’t think I would be able to do it. “It’s ok if you can’t do it, it doesn’t make you weak Sage,