Chapter 157

Kathleen Two days had already passed ever since I had made those foolish mistakes—getting drunk and offering my virginity to a stranger whom I couldn’t even see its face, nor I know him. All I could remember was his touch that still lingers all over my body and his voice that whispers softly on my ears—ahh, stop it, Kathleen! Stop thinking about that man! Erase, erase, erase! I took a deep breath and waited for Scarlett and Lucien to come. I had already told Scarlett about what foolish decision I have made ever in my life. It was a good thing that I told her about it since she helped me get a birth control from our physician under her name. I was grateful at that—and since I was afraid that I would really get pregnant after that one mistake, one night where… well, he had spilled a lot of his semen inside of me but still I cleaned myself up in the morning right after… but I’m still paranoid. What if I’ll get pregnant? That’s why I had gulped down four pills at once just to make sure. An